blacksheep

新筆電開張！
I finally found a notebook that I can afford.
This is the first article I type from this new HP notebook.
It's Dec. 6th, 2007 today.
In the beginning of the last month of 2007, my new life begins.
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OK. DON'T PANIC.

It wan't until this afternoon, did I REALIZE that i'm going to turn 26 in exactly A MONTH.

今年春節過得晚，我的生理時鐘對日期的設定還在一二月交接，沒想到實際上國曆的二月已經快要走到盡頭，接下來就是一連串的雙魚牡羊生日月了。
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June, 2010 will be the time that I'm truly released.

This is just a plan. A plan that I hope I'll be able to execute and fulfill in due course. For now, i'm in no situation to hope for the best, i can only sincerely ask myself to carry it on step by step. I know by the time this plan is completed, I'll be 30 years old. Is 30 years old a scary age? I mean, 25 is scary enough for me now. But, in a person's lifetime, i can only assume that 30 is simply a threshold, a line to cross, in order to move on to the next phase of your life. I HAVE to BELIEVE that this plan HAS to WORK. Otherwise i'll end up being a total loser who used to be all promising and all hopeful. This is just about determination and perseverance. I can do it. It's all just about money, just about cash saving. That's all. I've made up my mind to bury myself in this teaching career for ONLY the next 3.5 years. Till then, there's nowhere i cannot go, nothing i cannot achieve, no dream i cannot pursue. YES. It HAS TO WORK. Money making is no problem for me at all. Is it? This is a relatively short-term promise, though to me now, it looks like a never-ending path. I believe that day will come. IT HAS TO COME. EVEN if i wind up an old maid, i don't care. I'll be sitting on my own money and standing on my own. THAT DAY HAS TO HAPPEN.

Countless blogs are opening per day.
How many of them really mean something? anything?
I don't think so.

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