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OK. DON'T PANIC.
It wan't until this afternoon, did I REALIZE that i'm going to turn 26 in exactly A MONTH.
今年春節過得晚，我的生理時鐘對日期的設定還在一二月交接，沒想到實際上國曆的二月已經快要走到盡頭，接下來就是一連串的雙魚牡羊生日月了。
今天是大年初三。今年的春節我一如往年窩回老家過年。一樣鎮日狂吃，鎮日窩在店面的沙發上顧店、看洋片台、看DVD，然後絕望地胖下去。
我已經不是學生，不再有寒假作業的煩惱。我現在的煩惱是一封一封塞到我電腦信箱裡的學生作業。
老師要說：「改不完！改不完！改不完啦！」
What i didn't expect, was that my parents had a big fall out regarding my dad's sisters'/my aunts' visit tomorrow. My mom asked my dad to take HIS bunch of siblings/relatives to a restaurant for a lunch feast tomorrow because she could no longer bear the pressure of cooking for those picky diners, especially my aunts, who in fact all possess wonderful culinary skills and are very critical towards all kinds of dishes put on the table. While my father, who (probably) refuse to spend the money on them, and more likely (i presume) reluctant to face his sisters and relatives all by himself and furiously insisted that he's going to take my mom home to Tainan tomorrow instead of staying here in taitung to "welcome" his sisters' visit. My mom and dad both just repeated their arguments over and over without any rephrase and eventually my dad just couldn't stand my mom's repetitive bombarding way of talking (he just didn't realize he was doing exactly the same thing as well). Eventually, my dad yelled. And my mom refused to talk to my dad now. We had an awfully quiet dinner on this third day of the lunar new year.
Honestly, i can somehow understand my dad's impatience with mom and reluctance to meet his sisters. If i were my daddy, i'd take the whole family out of the country to escape from it all. Unfortunately, my daddy couldn't afford it, and neither can I for now. I can only afford my own escape, which could prove again that i'm a very selfish person.
As for why i can relate to my dad's state of mind, i can only say that i myself is trapped into such state as well. I also don't want to meet any of my old friends. I feel depressed, disoriented, and gray, even at this time of the year.
I don't want to reveal any of the reasons why i feel this way about myself on this blog. After all, we've got all kinds of troubles that we have to personally deal with all by ourselves.
So be it.
Forget about my problems.
Happy New Year!
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this is a rather boring article.
but i'm gonna post it anyway.
HA!
It wan't until this afternoon, did I REALIZE that i'm going to turn 26 in exactly A MONTH.
今年春節過得晚，我的生理時鐘對日期的設定還在一二月交接，沒想到實際上國曆的二月已經快要走到盡頭，接下來就是一連串的雙魚牡羊生日月了。
今天是大年初三。今年的春節我一如往年窩回老家過年。一樣鎮日狂吃，鎮日窩在店面的沙發上顧店、看洋片台、看DVD，然後絕望地胖下去。
我已經不是學生，不再有寒假作業的煩惱。我現在的煩惱是一封一封塞到我電腦信箱裡的學生作業。
老師要說：「改不完！改不完！改不完啦！」
What i didn't expect, was that my parents had a big fall out regarding my dad's sisters'/my aunts' visit tomorrow. My mom asked my dad to take HIS bunch of siblings/relatives to a restaurant for a lunch feast tomorrow because she could no longer bear the pressure of cooking for those picky diners, especially my aunts, who in fact all possess wonderful culinary skills and are very critical towards all kinds of dishes put on the table. While my father, who (probably) refuse to spend the money on them, and more likely (i presume) reluctant to face his sisters and relatives all by himself and furiously insisted that he's going to take my mom home to Tainan tomorrow instead of staying here in taitung to "welcome" his sisters' visit. My mom and dad both just repeated their arguments over and over without any rephrase and eventually my dad just couldn't stand my mom's repetitive bombarding way of talking (he just didn't realize he was doing exactly the same thing as well). Eventually, my dad yelled. And my mom refused to talk to my dad now. We had an awfully quiet dinner on this third day of the lunar new year.
Honestly, i can somehow understand my dad's impatience with mom and reluctance to meet his sisters. If i were my daddy, i'd take the whole family out of the country to escape from it all. Unfortunately, my daddy couldn't afford it, and neither can I for now. I can only afford my own escape, which could prove again that i'm a very selfish person.
As for why i can relate to my dad's state of mind, i can only say that i myself is trapped into such state as well. I also don't want to meet any of my old friends. I feel depressed, disoriented, and gray, even at this time of the year.
I don't want to reveal any of the reasons why i feel this way about myself on this blog. After all, we've got all kinds of troubles that we have to personally deal with all by ourselves.
So be it.
Forget about my problems.
Happy New Year!
=======================================================================
this is a rather boring article.
but i'm gonna post it anyway.
HA!
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